Emilia Tarrant - When It Was Chaotic

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{verse 1}
What if, it never changes
My pain is endless, and that’s it
And what if, i’m always healing
Forever pining, for sanity

{pre-chorus}
But now life has ceased
And the storm's calmed its breeze

{chorus}
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe i preferred when i was a mess everyday in my bed
And i couldn’t handle it then, but i can’t take emotionless
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head

{verse 2}
What if, the ache just worsens
My bones can’t balance a skeleton

{pre-chorus}
But now life has ceased
And to stone my numb feeling

{chorus}
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe i preferred when i was a mess everyday in my bed
And i couldn’t handle it then, but i can’t take emotionless
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic

{bridge}
It’s not easy
Feeling nothing

{chorus}
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe i preferred when i was a mess everyday in my bed
And i couldn’t handle it then, but i can’t take emotionless
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic
Maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic

Release Date: April 22, 2022

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Emilia Tarrant is a 19 year old singer songwriter from Winchester, who started playing the piano at the age of 12 and has been writing songs ever since. She says ‘All my songwriting is true from the heart and mind, a way of me escaping from the daily stresses of life’. Her early influences were formed from listening to her parent’s music collection around the house and in the car on long family holidays to Europe. Emilia grew up listening to Coldplay, Doves, Kings of Leon, Foals, Moby & Jack Johnson and says ‘It was Moby who inspired me to pursue music production within education’.

First singles ‘If You Want Love’ and ‘Black & White’ were recorded, produced and mixed by Danton Supple (Coldplay). ‘If You Want Love’ was featured in a break up scene in the UK’s biggest reality show Love Island 2019. It climbed up to number 17 on the UK Shazam charts with over 20k Shazams.