Cal Scruby - Not Sorry

{intro}

Yeah, yeah
Maybe i should be honest for once

{verse 1}
I mean, it's not that i'm lying, i just don't tell the truth
Overthinking, i'm trying to be in a better mood
Don't want to blow it, don't want to yell at you
I bless you, pass when i test you
You forgive me for the shit i won't confess to
These white lies, white lines, in the restroom
I do them all to protect you
Baby, i'm an imperfect man
I don't understand, why i should worry but can't
Words that you want to hear, i'm to hurt to say 'em (damn)
Learned that if i said it i'll regret it, you gonna edit how i said it (ooh ooh)
That's a burn girl, get that anesthetic
Brr, it's a cold world, better get that firm (?...)
All you do to off set it, covered up with cosmetics
No, you not all that, cause you not that authentic
Awh, sorry

{chorus}
I'm not sorry, i'm not sorry, no i'm not apologetic
If i said that shit then i meant it
If i said that shit then i meant it
Girl i'm sorry
But i'm not sorry, i'm not sorry, no i'm not apologetic
If i said that shit i then meant it
If i said that shit then i-
Maybe i should be honest for once
Maybe i should be honest for once

{verse 2}
I mean it's not that i'm lying, i just don't tell the truth
Yeah i get jealous, you get jealous too
It's win win, or it's lose lose
But if i lose you i'd be salty
Even though i'm telling women, you and i are not involved
If you done making moves, then what are we doing out of all
Girl, what happens if i grew, and i move on
You'd be salty, if i blew up by tomorrow (yeah)
I'd hate to say, but i'm no microphone
I'm always pulling back the curtain when i write a song
When i speak i'm never certain if i'm right or wrong
But time tells, spending mine alone
I light a, cigarillo with the widow, yeah i like it strong
When i'm blowing, shit is better than when i get home
The smell i'm getting off the pillow isn't my cologne
I bite your neck, so you bite your tongue
It's dramatic behind the scenes, but i keep it filming
You want to be a millionaire, now (?...) (?...) (?...) (?...)
You been serving ten years like serena williams
And you won't give me no breaks, so i got to be resilient
I bounce back like i'm blocking the messages
You don't got not commas, why you talking percentages?
You don't feel nothing, you pretending you're sensitive
Now you want to blame it on the end of your sentences
Well, girl i'm sorry

{chorus}
But i'm not sorry, i'm not sorry, no i'm not apologetic
If i said that shit then i meant it
If i said that shit then i meant it
Girl i'm sorry
But i'm not sorry, i'm not sorry, no i'm not apologetic
If i said that shit i then meant it
If i said that shit then i-
Maybe i should be honest for once
Maybe i should be honest for once