Hannah Byers - Blackout

{verse one}
Twenty five mental breakdowns
Is it safe to say that i've hit the ground?
Feet on the ground and i'm running
But i don't know where i'm going
Arms confined to these restraints
They're putting lies inside my brain
Doesn't matter how hard i try
This won't end till he's satisfied

{pre-chorus}
I can smell it in the air
That i'm going nowhere
I wish someone could save me; save me; save me
But they can't see what i've become
Or see what he has done
I keep hoping that maybe; maybe

{chorus}
Maybe if i blackout
Maybe they will see i'm not okay now
What's in this for me?
My life's crashed before my feet
His love's tearing me to pieces
I wish i didn't need him
I wish i didn't need him

{verse two}
Nowhere in this world feels like home
My friends won't answer their phones
My love was thrown in a waste zone
I'm left on my own
I would never do drugs but it's tempting
I want someone to hug 'till the ending
But clearly that's too much to ask
Lately no one gives a damn

{pre-chorus}
I can smell it in the air
That i'm going nowhere
I wish someone could save me; save me; save me
But they can't see what i've become
Or see what he has done
I keep hoping that maybe; maybe

{chorus}
Maybe if i blackout
Maybe they will see i'm not okay now
What's in this for me?
My life's crashed before my feet
His love's tearing me to pieces
I wish i didn't need him
I wish i didn't need him

{bridge}
Blackout
Where did all the light go?
Blackout
Do i stay or do i go?
My mind is lagging
While he's dragging me
It's antagonizing to sit alone and watch myself bleed
Blackout (lagging)
Where did all the light go? (while he's dragging me)
Blackout (it's antagonizing to sit alone and watch myself bleed)
Do i stay or do i go?
Blackout (it's antagonizing to sit alone and watch myself bleed)
I've reached an all time low
Maybe if i
Maybe if i
Maybe
Maybe

{chorus}
Maybe if i blackout
Maybe they will see i'm not okay now
What's in this for me?
My life's crashed before my feet
His love's tearing me to pieces
I wish i didn't need him
I wish i didn't need him
Blackout
Maybe they will see i'm not okay now
What's in this for me?
My life's crashed before my feet
His love's tearing me to pieces
I wish i didn't need him
I wish i didn't need him