Sullii - Crush

I can’t help it
I’m afraid to talk sometimes
I try and dig myself out
It doesn’t crush your heart like mine
But I wish it would
I wish you’d stop tryna call me, hold up
Your friends ignore me and rarely sober
You wonder why you won't see me show up
It doesn’t crush you, I wish it would

Someone try and tell me this shit got me in my ego
Maybe cuz you never see me working on my free throw
I was back in summer didn’t hit you now we’re equal
Why is it they never wana see me doing me tho
Ye I’m tryna wake up next to me
Right down to my codependеncy
I’m still tryna take a hold of me

I was ready to lеave the heaviness in my home town
Now you wana call, how you been keeping ..oh well
I’m not impressed
You wonder why I’d rather be keeping it on my chest
You wonder why I’d rather be gleaming I’m tryna flex
Every time that they see me they turn their heads
But you won’t take my hand again
You only wana hear me when you’ve had enough of him
They break my heart as I play them over
The same old songs ye I wish they could
I wish you’d stop tryna call me, hold up
Your friends ignore me and rarely sober
You wonder why you won't see me show up

I can’t help it, I’m afraid to talk sometimes

Wait how could I be trouble if ima stay round
Make out like I’ve been waiting for you to break down
And I never thought that we were about to loose touch

I’m trying not to move but, I shoulda said
You sounded like the voices I’ve been hearing in my head
Ye I can feel your hands gripping tight around my neck
I wonder why the fuck I fell in love with you again