Trolleycat​ - BDD

{Intro:}
Heaven couldn't wait for you x6

{Verse:}
Can't form a fist
Feel the vomit in my chest
My weak is a symptom of cute
Prescribed pillow head
Dating residents of death
Cut back until a skeleton in a suit
Them glaring sharp eyes
Dashing trauma in disguise
Watching, remember what you been through
With a heart full a gold
Don't expect to grow old
For them it's a battle they can't chew
‘Cause you hurt for their click
But with the body of a spic
All the change in the world wouldn't do
Oh you, oh you, oh you, oh you
Oh baby yes its true
Heart rate too high bloodshot saggy eyes
Dry mouth with some sores to boot
Rеmember eating from thе trash and lying with the bugs
Why ditto something of pursuit?
Keep it empty in the trolley
Not a bottle of Dasani
Bathe with falling hairballs and shampoo
Pure dry frail pale
Run my nails down the scale
A hermit stretch marks as tattoos

{Verse: 2}
Hold me down tight
You can't hear my pleads tiptoe around life
Man in white said it wasn't so bright
What do he know he's twice my size
Trapped in a mess I can't escape in
Never no way me and the doc lack patience
Wallow away in bed for the ideal image agent
Bargained remedies but we knew I wouldn't take them
Wasn't open up to these type of conversations
But with you I knew you would always listen
Screening through a screen, thought I swapped my addiction
That's what I'd tell myself in the kitchen
A hand sticking out, a dashing deception
How could you be there, you can't feel a thing?
Fingers shrinking thinner, that's some loose rings
Disjointed my soul left to the net
Price you pay for the ribs on your chest
Refund regrets?
No that's no deal
Years in the making please tell me what's real
This is too static