Johanna Warren - Witchsickness

Unbind my hands
Can’t remember where i laid my plans
Syphilitic shadows crowd the bar and drown me out
Everybody’s lining up to tell me what i’m all about

It’s a lot of weight to try to bear on your own
It’s a lot of pain to hold when you don’t have a home
I try to scrape the silver linings off of every cloud
But everything i touch just turns to lead and pulls me down

Maybe i was you in another life
I still have the maps of your mind
Maybe it’s time to surrender and release
What i thought was mine

Unmake my vows
This was a mistake, i’m breaking down and i want out
I wasn’t ready for this path, its power or its pain
But i know i will never be what i once was again

It’s a lot of light to try to bear on your own
And there’s a lot of sleepless nights you just stay awake shaking all alone
But all my supernatural symptoms seem to fade away
The second i remember i am the god to which i pray

Maybe i am
Everything i thought i needed from you
Maybe it’s time to surrender and release
What i thought i knew

And i wanted to fail
But i tried

There’s a lot of valid reasons i should want you dead
But i will do my very best to worship you instead
You destroy me perfectly, my enemy, my friend
I know exactly how all this will end, i just don’t know when