Sullii - Not for now

I never thought i’d have to explain myself
Still let it hold me down but it doesn’t help
I never thought i’d have to explain myself
I guess i’m me, just not for now
Tryna keep my tongue tied, i can’t be be around you
Every time we talk fall quicker than the ground you never thought i’d have to explain myself
I guess i’m me, just not for now

I’m so glad that i found you, how dyou keep me seeing straight, ten buried in the ground, you figured we were cool, fall, tripping that i’m doubtful
Wish i coulda told you, wouldn’t be my downfall

I can’t take anymorе than the thought of you honestly, talk to me i feel sick
See mе tryna keep your friends down, hoping they forget how, i couldn’t pretend they all don’t talk shit

You’re stone cold when i see you, how come
Maybe i was dumb tryna be another outcome
Waiting for your call, late, how’d i get it that wrong
Tryna see the me i’ll never make it back from

I can’t take anymore than the thought of you honestly, talk to me keep me sane
See me tryna keep my head down, hoping i forgot how, i couldn’t pretend you still feel the same

I haven’t seen you in so long
Ye you’re still with him that’s cool
Throwing shade like go long
Ye i think it’s better when it’s me and you