Blue Foster - Drive album

I spent sixty percent of my day today trying not to eat until it hurts
It's pathological, i'm sure, but how illogical to hurt myself so often
I'm impressed, you'll never love me like the next
There's no camaraderie between us like there is between two girls
And although i'm socialized just like a guy, i've never felt like one
I'll be honest, my broad shoulders barely fit in clothes i want
There's this connection between my weight and wearing all the shit i need
But my pain proceeds my eating just as ground proceeds my feet

I have an apology to make, but it's preemptive
I am incentivized to skip this town, but sure, i'll stay for breakfast
I remember when i left you i was sensitive
I may have lost that for a few months
But my chest is ready to explode
And what a shame you have to drive home alone
And when i need you i will try to keep that dumb shit to myself

I need fifty per cent of your time today and twenty percent of your laugh
It's pathological, i'm sure, but how illogical to touch my desk so often
I know i am blessed, but i fear nothing like the rest

I know i'm socialised just like the boys and the girls that are content
But it's felt like
There's this disconnecotin
I don't know how to stop myself from restless pacing in my house

I have an apology to make, but it's preemptive
I am incentivized to skip this town, but sure, i'll stay for breakfast
I remember when i left you i was sensitive
I may have lost that for a few months
But my chest is ready to explode
And what a shame you have to drive home alone
And when i need you i will try to keep that dumb shit to myself