Until it rains - Seconds turn to hours

I walk out the door like imma fuck up my life
I try to live in the moment 'cause i can't live it twice
I need some help or somebody nice
But i can't have shit so time to pay the price

2... 3... GO!

It hurts so bad and it makes me so mad
But i think of my life
All the chances i had
Close the fucking door don't let the demons in
Now hit the floor 'cause this time they win
Living my life
Each action has meaning
Look at the price
The visions i be seeing
Like fame
But maybe i'm too lame
Maybe it seems
That
It's just a bunch of pipе dreams

Mentally i'm pretty fucking wеak
But at least i'm not snapping
Begging strangers for a streak
Got called a freak
Because of my face
Running out of time at a steady pace
Running out of rhymes to display my face
Running out of rhymes to display my place
Running out of time for this fucking song
Let the whole world know i can do no wrong
Listen here i like you
Distant from my life? well true
'cause i don't think there's anyone
Like you
My father always told me
It takes a strong man to admit
Well if i can do it then
Well, shit

(thats just a fucking lie)