Northbound - Betterment

I'm ashamed again
I'm lost and disconnected towards
Everything

Now I'm home again
Spent a month apart in hopes of
Betterment
But we dug our hole
And we're stuck forever since

And I've had my doubts
About your pretty pouty lips touching
Another filthy mouth instead of mine
I think about it all the time

Because until this point I've never missed
Someone I left behind
But what am I?
And what about my jealous side?
Because until this point I've never missed
Someone I left behind