Khari - Bigger Than You Think

I barely drop cause music really don’t mean shit to me
I just love to see y’all vibe that shit so lit to me
I tend to tear up when i write cause i be venting this my therapy
It’s all facts so listen carefully
Fell in love with all my trauma
And i fell in love with drank
Fell in love with pills wish i could kick em but i can’t
She hate that i can’t trust but it’s way deeper than she thank
If she knew exactly why will she still love me i don’t think
Mmm
Fell out with some niggas i would die for
Why would you hang with who i don’t see eye to eye for
I know y’all think i’m trippin but i promisе that i ain’t
It’s just bigger than y’all thank

I coulda went leaguе but now i’m ballin cause a pot
I’m damaged how i am because i tend to love a lot
Before i work a 9-5 i’ll risk my life from 9-5
I know exactly who i am a slave is what i’m not
Because of certain demons that i fight for certain reasons
I tend to get higher than a planet on the weekends
Shoota took a bullet to the head
He still alive no he ain’t dead
I guess god heard the prayers that i was speaking
Lost count of my problems i can't add them all
To subtract half my problems i take adderall
Taking shit that i'm not needin
Probably why my hurt is bleeding
She said she want my love but she can't have it all
Having convo's with myself while i be standing in the mirror
About some shit that i been fearing
I know i need love but i don't see me going near it
So i ain't really tryna hear

Fell in love with all my trauma
And i fell in love with drank
Fell in love with pills wish i could kick em but i can’t
She hate that i can’t trust but it’s way deeper than she thank
If she knew exactly why will she still love me i don’t think
Mmm
Fell out with some niggas i would die for
Why would you hang with who i don’t see eye to eye for
I know y’all think i’m trippin but i promise that i ain’t
It’s just bigger than y’all thank

I used to call y’all brothers now i’m callin you a snake
I used to show y’all love but now i’m wishin that i ain’t
My heart stuck on my sleeve and now i tend to watch it bleed
And y’all can call me anything but can never call me fake
Fell out with my girl she fuckin with who i’m not close to
Only blame myself cause they reason that i chose you
They told me what you did and certain rumors that would spread so even though you barely knew me
It was like i kinda knew you
Why would i call him family while he snakin me
Why would i hang with niggas i would hate to be
And ain't a dollar in the world
Or no love from any girl
Cause ima always keep it real so ain't no changing me
Having convo's with myself while i be standing in the mirror
About some shit that i been fearing
I know i need love but i don't see me going near it
So i ain't really tryna hear

Fell in love with all my trauma
And i fell in love with drank
Fell in love with pills wish i could kick em but i can’t
She hate that i can’t trust but it’s way deeper than she thank
If she knew exactly why will she still love me i don’t think
Mmm
Fell out with some niggas i would die for
Why would you hang with who i don’t see eye to eye for
I know y’all think i’m trippin but i promise that i ain’t
It’s just bigger than y’all thank