Kiana - Dear Society

I lay alone inside my brain
I know it’s driving me insane
So i put a fake smile on my face
And i like to pretend i’m okay

So what if i won’t act my age?
We’re all gonna grow old someday
So i’d rather remember these days
Than let my childhood slip away

And i know you think i’m immature
But i don’t want these memories to end up
A blur

Dear society, i don’t wanna be
Your perfect little girl who shines her pearls
And offers her body to the world
Dear society, would you let mе be?
It’s pathetic how you’re bеgging on your knees
Trying to change everybody that you see

Oh, dear society

I don’t go out much, i stay at home
Even if i’m bored i don’t check my phone
I don’t call my friends and that’s okay
It’s not like they would call me anyways

I don’t go for runs in the morning
I don’t try to change the way i eat
I don’t want your perfect body
Would stop trying to torture me?

I know you think that i’m a bore
But you and your words can walk right out
The door

Dear society, i don’t wanna be
Your perfect little girl who shines her pearls
And offers her body to the world
Dear society, would you let me be?
It’s pathetic how you’re begging on your knees
Trying to change everybody that you see

Oh, dear society

And i know you want me ‘cause i’m pure
But i won’t take your bullshit advice anymore

Dear society, i’m not gonna be
Your perfect little girl who shines her pearls
And offers her body to the world
Dear society, would you let me be?
It’s pathetic how you’re begging on your knees
Changing everyone but no, not me

Oh, dear society