Ben Hopkins - IDK

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I don't know how a normal person relaxes
How to brush my teeth
Or how to pay my taxes
How to plan ahead
Or arrive on time
Or how to not smoke weed
Or how to dry my delicates

And I don't know how to deal with embarrassment
If it keeps on like this
I don't think I can handle it
I don't know how to do rock 'n' roll music
In a world like this I think it might be fucking useless

I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know if it's right

(Oh my god, yes)

I don't know how to pay for therapy
I imagine if I did I'd have some clarity
I don't know how to ignore ignorance
Makes me want to drink wine and eat some cigarettes
I don't know how to live my life
So I complain all day and I cry all night
And I don't know how to fake my feelings
I just stare at the wall
And I scream at everybody

I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know if it's right

(These days all I can do is hold my breath and count to ten)
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