​again&again - I hate it

{verse 1: juicebox caviar}
I wish i could erase it, but i can't though
And not for lack of trying
I'd be lying if i said that i could let go
You already know
Everything i'm feeling 'cause
You told me not to worry
About a month ago
"we're just friends, stop being so irrational"
Fast-forward to my fears becoming factual
And your ghost likes to
Visit with me nightly
To tell me how every day
Was something fictional and

{chorus: juicebox caviar}
I see you in every single person
That i meet and i'm sorry
But the thought of you with him's
Enough to leave me weak and
I hate it
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You don't know how much i hate it
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You don't know how much i hate it

{verse 2: atwood}
And i'm so past gone
I packed my bags and just became another passenger
Tryna act strong
It's tit for tat and i ain't perfect
But i'm searching for some purpose
They marching in they lines inside the circus
But this burden might be worth it
If i carry it with everything i've got
So tandem with the shots
Cold handed with these rocks that i kick back
No, no, no, don't hit me with no props i don't get that
It's low key like baritones
Gimme lil love and a quarter count of that serotonin
Living for the moment
I navigate through the pheromones
I'm just tryna bare with em

{pre-chorus: wet day timetable, atwood, planet girl, & juicebox caviar}
Sleepless nights i’m cold
Looking in myself
(and it's no use tryna get used to)
Haunted by your ghost
I see nothing else
(the weight of living without you)
You're like a demon in disguise
Have to runaway
(and that's something that i can't undo)
I'm tryna heal
Move on
Gotta let you go
But all i know is

{chorus: juicebox caviar, ryce, wet day timetable, & planet girl}
I see you in every single person
That i meet and i'm sorry
But the thought of you with him's
Enough to leave me weak and
I hate it
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You don't know how much i hate it
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You don't know how much i hate it

{outro: juicebox caviar}
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You don't know how much i hate it
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
You don't know how much i hate it