Crustsox - The world ended in 2012

Sinking into my bed
Thoughts of a frontal lobe laced with lead
It's felt like hell
And honestly I’ve haven't been the same since 2012

Help me tell myself that I’m the same
Or maybe say that I’m better off changed
But I feel like I’m living in a game
Forced to play the same way every day

And whenever I look back and try to remember
It all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yеah
Cause honestly I haven't been thе same since that year
I don’t even know if this is real and I fear

That we're already dead

Feasting on purgatorial breakfast
They all break fast
Doomed to an eternal prison
In the form of breathing and living

Help me tell myself that I’m the same
Or maybe say that I’m better off changed
But I feel like I’m living in chains
A matrix where I lay in dismay

And whenever I look back and try to remember
It all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
And honestly I haven't been the same since that year
I don’t even know if this is real and I fear myself