Vane Lily - Erasable

I can't feel my hands anymore
I'm disconnected from reality
I try my best to stay grounded
But it's so hard

When nothing really matters
'Cause it's all a facade
And I'm being held at gunpoint
By my own broken heart
That won't function, it won't function
'Cause of it's missing parts
That were stolen long ago

I'm erasable
And I came to terms with it long ago
No matter how long I live
On this pitiful planet
That I'll amount to nothing
And I'll fall down to nothing

I can't feel my lungs anymore
It's getting harder just to breathe
I try my best to stay breathing
But it's so hard

When I wasn't planning on
Sticking around this long
And it seems everyone else has got
Their path decided on
And I'm hurting, how I'm hurting
'Cause now my map's been ripped apart
Am I even still here?

I can't feel my heart anymore, it's
Been broken into pieces
I can't feel anything anymore
My life's always been this worthless

I'm erasable
And I came to terms with this long ago
No matter how long I live
On this pitiful planet
That I'll amount to nothing
And I'll fall down to nothing

Maybe someday I'll be alright
But, until then I guess I'll live
This worthless life
I think someday I'll be alright, and
I have friends and family until I die

I'll live on