JubyPhonic - Failure Girl

See? i said that i’d fail again so
Tell me the score, how many more til i give in?
See? the scars that are tearing apart my
Skin within, although i’m trying so hard

See? i said i’m the dummy again so
Looking away, getting better at pretend
See? they lie all about me and i know
Nobody wanted me for all of my life

Bear your fangs now, hurting inside
Bear the pain but, starting to cry
Barely breathing, begging to finally die

Shouting i’m a loser, i’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if i did everything right?
It won’t matter i fear
I-i-i just wanted love
But now i havе to lie
Maybe if i smiled morе
They’d have to love me, right?

See? i said, getting scratches again so
Tell me the score, how many more til i give in?
See? the scars, bleeding out from my heart they
Never stop, although i’m trying so hard

See? i said, that i’m quiet again so
Hiding it well, like nothing had happened
See? they lie, all about me and i know
I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine

Gasping for air and sway side to side
Feeling so useless, blurring my mind
I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time

Shouting i’m a loser, i’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if i did everything right?
It won’t matter i fear
Still i wonder “why was i born?”
And why am i alive?
Maybe if i smiled well
They’d have to love me, right?

God in heaven
If i were reborn someday
And if there’s another life ahead
Can i be a girl that’s loved?
That’s all that i’ve wanted
Crying out until i hear
My heart sing me to bed
Surely, by the morning i
Can smile once again?

To my failure of a life
Goodnight this is the end