Sullii - True Tape Recording

Yo
Lately i've been colder
Shouts to all my friends that ain't there when they see me falter
You know that i was writing this weekend, i couldn't call you
They preying on my weakness like they speaking to me vulture
I'm grateful for the backing
My day ones concrete to my feet when they see me cracking
Damn, you know they fuck with my steez when we talk fabric
That's why i keep my sheets in a bag underneath my mattress
I'ma write until i'm emerald
Even when they finna act like i don't care at all
I got my dеmons underneath me tryna see mе fall
You wonder why i keep my speaking to a minimal
But lately i've been colder
Trying to think of any other reason to be home, but
I can see them creeping on my ceiling when i'm blue
(now i'm only dreaming when it's you)

Yo
There's me thinking that we wouldn't melt
You were so o to my ogs when i showed you around
You were so show with the same clothes and a comb in your mouth
You were so froze to me now you're colder and holding me down
It's four and i'm at your front door wondering if you are up
You told me be cool and i kept my mouth shut
I wait for a minute and wonder if you were down for the fussin', maybe i think of you lately
Maybe that's why i'm so fucked
It's not the same as before like my eyes weren't jaded
I'm seeing green like i burn papers and turn vacant
Stern facing i sit across on the curb waiting
Throwing stones at your window until i heard raining
Lately i've been cold
Trying to think of any other reason you ain't home
I can see them creeping all around me and it's true
Now i'm only dreaming when it's you