​merci, mercy - Wonder What It Feels Like

I hate myself so much
That i cannot be loved
I wonder what it feels like
To feel something so nice

I wanna be your excuse
For your bad behaviour
I wonder what it feels like
To feel something so nice

I still stare at myself looking for some kind of help
I cannot believe that this is who i’m gonna be

Amen is what they say when i am breaking
I don't think i should be the one you should be saving
You tell me i could be somebody's someone to love
But i’ll give you reasons why i’ll nevеr be loved
I don't wanna leavе this
But i feel so much risk
I wanna trust my gut
But you make me feel yuck

Why don't you listen
When i say i’m different
I wanna trust my gut
But you make me feel so yuck

I still stare at myself looking for some kind of help
I cannot believe that this is who i’m gonna be

Amen is what they say when i am breaking
I don't think i should be the one you should be saving
You tell me i could be somebody's someone to love
But i’ll give you reasons why i’ll never be loved

I still stare at myself looking for some kind of help
I wonder what it feels like to feel something so nice
I cannot believe that this is who i’m gonna be
I wonder what it feels like to feel something so nice

Amen is what they say when i am breaking
I don't think i should be the one you should be saving
You tell me i could be somebody's someone to love
But i’ll give you reasons why i’ll never be loved

Amen is what they say when i am breaking
(i wonder what it feels like)
I don't think i should be the one you should be saving
(i wonder what it feels like)
You tell me i could be somebody's someone to love
(i wonder what it feels like)
But i’ll give you reasons why i’ll never be loved