Forest - "S"

I should have known
I would regret that night
Shouldn't have left my phone
At your house on purpose
But at that time I felt so alone

Yeah I got jealous
Of your friends when you weren't home
But when we talked in the car
You got so angry
I decided to leave it alone

And I still check your playlists
Wondering if there is still hope
I listened 200 times
That's not important
I know that you feel alone too

But I won't try to chase you anymore
I'll try to erase you
But it's so hard
And you've made it clear
You don't want me or care
So why's it so hard
So hard to move on

Guess I'll say sorry
I couldn't love you
Exactly just how you wanted
The way you seemed to need me to

And you think it's stupid
Everything unsent to you
But you know
I'm trying to hold back
I'm not gonna crack
By spending 12 hour with you

But I won't try to chase you anymore
I'll try to erase you
But it's so hard
And you've made it clear
You don't want me or care
So why's it so hard
So hard to move on

So we'll just say its wasted time
Ask how I am: lie, I'm doing fine
Our natural decay was bound in time
But I can't get over that night

But I won't try to chase you anymore
I'll try to erase you
But it's so hard
And I've made it clear
I don't want you or care
So why's it so hard
So hard to move on