Tessa Violet - Feelin

{verse 1}
Spent the winter pretendin’ i’m okay
And i love a sinner ‘cause they look the other way
But i been goin’ under, pretendin’ that i’m okay
I am a girl of thunder, wishin’ all the world away like

{pre-chorus}
Wine with dinner, i talk but i don’t say

{chorus}
How i been (feelin’)
How i been (feelin’ about, hey!)
All of these (feelings)
Oh do you want me now?
How i been (feelin’)
Pretendin’ i’m (dealin’ without, hey!)
But i ain’t (feelin’)
Or do you want me out? ha!

{verse 2}
Was it easy, decidin' you’re not mine?
Do you feel me? do i ever cross your mind?
And i hate that you affect the way i feel at all
I don’t deserve to find my footing just to fall in

{pre-chorus}
Wine with dinner, i talk but i don’t say

{chorus}
How i been (feelin’)
How i been (feelin’ about, hey!)
All of these (feelings)
Oh do you want me now?
How i been (feelin’)
Pretendin’ i’m (dealin’ without, hey!)
But i ain’t (feelin’)
Or do you want me out? ha!

{bridge}
Now, voice, i don’t need you to crack
No tellin’ what you might say that i can’t take back
And i don’t think i can open up the door
I’m afraid to give a voice to what i’m wanting for
So i don’t, or i can’t, or i won’t
But it’s like i’m goin’ crazy
Thinkin’ about, mmm

{chorus}
How i been (feelin’)
How i been (feelin’ about, hey!)
All of these (feelings)
Oh do you want me now?
How i been (feelin’)
Pretendin’ i’m (dealin’ without, hey!)
But i ain’t (feelin’)
Or do you want me out? ha!