McGrady - Mortis

{Intro}
Stuck in mortis (3x)
And I can’t die

They always told me I was different
Like that’s a bad thing
You better love yourself
Or else no one will

{Verse 1}
I swear to God if I die I’ll find my way back
And while I’m gone, all these songs you can playback
And I’m a prick like a needle in a haystack
So when I’m dead, go ahead and get your payback
You can piss on my grave, I’ll grow daises
You can shit on my name on the daily
Cause bullshit is the best fertilizer
And I grow meadows from the echoes of you hating
Since 17, I’ve been stuck in this paradox
Am I dead or alive? I get scared a lot
Cause if I’m dead then I’ll never be happy
If I’m alive then I’ll cry till my eyes bleed
So much pain down inside so it’s easy
To pretend that I’m dead so just leave me
Where I stand, let me dance and live freely
And be the greatest, dead or alive, I’ll never know but I’ll always be me

I don’t wanna go, I don’t wanna know
I will never know, bodies on the floor (4x)
God take my soul

{Outro}
They always told me I was different
Like that’s a bad thing
You better love yourself
Or no one else will