Seon - I Don't Wanna Feel Like This

{Verse 1}
Everyday I wake to the same ole thang
Mind still runs won’t slow for the pain
Same ole thoughts wanna send them way
Till my mind gon change why they all got hate
Like they so mad, why so sad
Oh i’ve been there, want to leave
Let me be, why can’t I go
Why it always be like that
Life feel so off track
So i gotta live inside emotion never coasting All my actions always gon bite back
I been caught up in temptations
Life on my shoulders it’s weighting
Tryna sit still but im shaking
Ex dating
I laugh but I’m faking get faded
Really getting tired from the suffer
She say hey don’t act like i Know her
Just another kid from the suburbs
So low too hurt just wanting comfort

{Chorus}
I don’t wanna feel like this
Time moves so slow
I just wanna kill that shit
I been up on my own

{Verse 2}
Time it always ticking and my conscious always bitching
Lately i don’t know what i been on
Sit inside what i am missing never talk cause They don’t listen
Bad regrets why can’t i move on
Saying more from being silent people talk to fill the quiet talking shit like words are violent (No no no)
Thinking bout your rival imma turn into my idol versers truer than the bible like (Woah woah woah)
Always been an outcast wanna stand out shit
Till my soul got broke
Then my heart lost hope
Better on my own
Better on my own
Fuck the world so cold
Fuck all the world finna go undertaker
I lie in goodbyes when i say see you later
When knowing i won’t but helps like a chaser
My life wrote in pen my mistakes no eraser
Take it back, hold me back
If I left you’d be loving that
Romeo, kill me slow
Hurting is all that ill ever know

{Chorus}
I don’t wanna feel like this
Time moves so slow
I just wanna kill that shit
I been up on my own