Northbound - Fade To Black

I guess i'm not funny
I guess that you don't like the way i think
It's not about money
But i've been buying dinner twice a week

I know that you love me
But we never say it when we speak
It's really unlikely
To think that i would do what's best for me

And i wanted to be oh so natural like
Regular people who have regular problems
But love can't be bought or sold
Or so i'm told

So just breathe and get some sleep
No matter who i speak to
Or what i'm up to
They always say the same things to me
You're free, so you will see
Someday you'll hate me as much as i hate myself
'till then i'll fade to black
While i burn in hell for this

See now they just taunt me
I guess i never learned the way to be
It's not about anyone or anything
It's all about me

And i wanted to be way too vulnerable like
Regular people who have regular problems
But live can't be bought or sold
Or so i'm told

So just breathe and get some sleep
No matter who i speak to
Or what i'm up to
They always say the same things to me
You're free, so you will see
Someday you'll hate me as much as i hate myself
'till then i'll fade to black
While i burn in hell for this

So just breathe and get some sleep
No matter who i speak to
Or what i'm up to
They always say the same things to me