Lil navy - ​mixed feelings

{Chorus}
Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying
I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lying

Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying
I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lying

{Verse}
I'm always fucking lying but it doesn't really matter
'Cause no one even gets me and I'm only getting sadder
Don't matter what you do
No I won't feel any better
I really do not care
Mood is changing like the weather

Mood is changing like the weather
Bitch I do not fucking care
I won't keep my shit together
I never will feel better
I always have to fake it
I don't need no fucking friends
I just really need to make it

{Chorus}
Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying
I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lyin-

Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying
I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lying