TheOfficialMercenary - Love

{Verse}
The only way I describe love
It's the feeling where you feel enough
When your throat feel like you can't swallow
Way to busy in this it's tough
I've had so many good experiences
They all have no differences
It ends up with me being alone
It ends up with you off my phone
I call but I hear the tone
Your heart's cold as stone
It doesn't matter about the diamonds I own
I'd trade it to get back in my zone
I'd trade 'em to be back in the old me
Popping pills and hiding my pain
In a way too big hoodie
He can't make you feel like I can make you feel goodie
See you run out and you date so many other guys
You've hated everyone of my girlfriends it is not a suprise
I don't blame you
My past is filled with flame and lies
So much depression
Need to cut all the fake ties
Can't make any music ideas
Suicidal thoughts
The weight of tortillas
Think I'll end my life you can call me North Korea
I get called trash
And I let my sadness consume me
Then I get in these slumps I know they'll be the doom of me
I don't make music, in the hope that it blows
I make it so that maybe my sadness shows
Say to everyone it's okay to be depressed
It's okay to feel less
Just don't make mistakes
Or you'll be filled like a lake
And make trash music
Tyler the Creator, "EARFQUAKE"
So, I'm sorry Ian for all I promised you
So, Ian I'm sorry
I called you
I am sad
You stuck with me through it all and I'm glad