Ivan B - What's The Plan

{verse 1}
Yeah, it's just another day
It's just another night
Locked inside my room
'tlil it really hurts to write
Tryna make the thoughts in my mind come to life
With trashcan full of papers, i can never get it right
I tell myself i'ma be fine, i'm only 17
But how long does it take till you hear 43
Need to make it soon, but what does that really mean
I'm showing everybody, that it wasn't all just make-believe
That's what they all told me, that's what they all said
And sometimes i really did it up inside my head
And sometimes i didn't try to get up from my bed
Thinkin' to myself, is this really just a dead end?
Wantin' all these wishes, while i'm doin' all these dishes
Fishin' for a sign or that somethin' that i'm missin'

{chorus}
Doin' all i can, i hope you really understand
I know where i'm headin'
But i got to know what's the plan, what's the plan
'cause lately i don't even know where we stand
And i'm tryna figure out just who i am
Is it okay if you give me a hand
And i don't know what to do
I really don't know what to do
I'm feelin' that i'm bound to lose
Stranded where i stand
Yeah, i got to know what's the plan

{verse 2}
Girl, you know i love you from the start
But i know where we're headin'
Yeah, it's tearing us apart
I care for you too much to be ripping out your heart
But i care for you too much for us to be apart
Missed phone calls, voicemails, and old texts
I know i'm not around but i'm tryna do my best
Wanna give you more and yet i'm providing less
I've been stressin' for what's next
I've been livin' like a mess, but
I guess for now we're just free fallin'
I hope you know it's a long way down
And if we go and just keep fallin'
Sooner or later girl, we're gonna hit the ground
I'm lost in your eyes, i'm lost in your eyes
No wonder how we disregard all of them lies
We've been runnin' for so long, yeah, when do we fly
If you don't see a future, then why do you try?
I guess it's how it is, maybe someday you will see
If we don't plan it out, i don't think we're meant to be
This ain't freshmen year now we're turning 18
We gotta face reality this ain't a day dream
Girl, i love you so much
Yeah, i love you so much
And i can never get enough
From all the good to the rough

{chorus}
Yeah, doin' all i can, i hope you really understand
I know where i'm headin'
But i got to know what's the plan, what's the plan
'cause lately i don't even know where we stand
And i'm tryna figure out just who i am
Is it okay if you give me a hand
And i don't know what to do
I really don't know what to do
I'm feelin' that i'm bound to lose
Stranded where i stand
Yeah, i got to know what's the plan