Origami Angel - Denny's Devito

I know it's kinda dumb, stayin' up til 5
Playin' pokemon but i wanna stay alive
And that's what makes me feel like everything is fine
Like i'm not some fucking idiot and i don't need to die to make the world a better place
Pissed at my reflection every time i see my face
If every single molecule could ever be replaced
I'd do it in a heartbeat before you could ever say
"you're better off the same"

It's a one way street and i'm in the wrong lane
I'm headed right into the traffic and i'm only on a bike
Avoiding the inevitable for a little longer
Just so i can get a handle on this life
It's wishful thinking i know, thinking someday i won't be this low
But if i'm gonna die all alone, i'm gonna have a little fun before i go

It's all in my head they tell me every night and day
It's getting old as fuck and i'm starting to run out of excuses i could say

I know that every time you talk to me
It feels like you're speaking to a brick wall
Honestly i wish i could be a different person, i do
It's so hard to wake up every morning
Just to feel like i wish i never woke up
Maybe i'll try again tomorrow or never at all