Mel. Crozby - Playground
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Stuck in my head getting plagued in the playground
Haven't eaten in 3 days peace of mind wouldn't stay round
Thoughts from every angle
And now im feelin suffocated
Steady stream of thoughts couldn't stop from gettin syncopated
Need a distraction
A different course of action
Maybe
Voices sayin ain no way out
Many attacks from the panic i couldn't keep count
And all that people keep saying is take the safe route
Wishin they could understand my take
Feelin tired from the second i wake
Its like more i try to cope
The more exhaustion take place
Im not alive
At least i haven't felt i was since i was 9
Surrounded by sound
Standind still while my feelings impound
Im at a loss
Wit my sanity tossed
Its going down
Til then im just a kid up on the playground
Hook (Mel. Crozby & K1NG ELJAY)
They say the idle mind is the devils playground
The evidence is the anxiety at night that I be ridin wit
And I dont really have the time to sit and play around
But everynight I lay down to sleep and pray to God
But its like
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Verse 2
Feelin trapped cuz my cerebral is hereditary
Father went through it
His father went through it
Too bad he didn't make it
Yeah took his own life
Feel like i ain supposed to make it
Somebody pray for me
With all these curses that im fightin i can't pray for myself
Havin nervous breakdowns i just do em in stealth
I swear tired of feelin this alone
I swear im tired of wishin i was home
Migraines from the stress of tryna figure it out
Dont think i'll ever really know what all of this is about
Self doubt
Thats i wallow in
So used to bearin the burden dont wanna bother friends
Thoughts in the back of my head like this might be the end
Deep breath
Deep breath
Keep the cross up on my head cuz its the sacred crest
Say a prayer before i rest and just leave God the rest
Stuck in my head getting plagued in the playground
Haven't eaten in 3 days peace of mind wouldn't stay round
Thoughts from every angle
And now im feelin suffocated
Steady stream of thoughts couldn't stop from gettin syncopated
Need a distraction
A different course of action
Maybe
Voices sayin ain no way out
Many attacks from the panic i couldn't keep count
And all that people keep saying is take the safe route
Wishin they could understand my take
Feelin tired from the second i wake
Its like more i try to cope
The more exhaustion take place
Im not alive
At least i haven't felt i was since i was 9
Surrounded by sound
Standind still while my feelings impound
Im at a loss
Wit my sanity tossed
Its going down
Til then im just a kid up on the playground
Hook (Mel. Crozby & K1NG ELJAY)
They say the idle mind is the devils playground
The evidence is the anxiety at night that I be ridin wit
And I dont really have the time to sit and play around
But everynight I lay down to sleep and pray to God
But its like
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Round and round we go (On the playground)
Verse 2
Feelin trapped cuz my cerebral is hereditary
Father went through it
His father went through it
Too bad he didn't make it
Yeah took his own life
Feel like i ain supposed to make it
Somebody pray for me
With all these curses that im fightin i can't pray for myself
Havin nervous breakdowns i just do em in stealth
I swear tired of feelin this alone
I swear im tired of wishin i was home
Migraines from the stress of tryna figure it out
Dont think i'll ever really know what all of this is about
Self doubt
Thats i wallow in
So used to bearin the burden dont wanna bother friends
Thoughts in the back of my head like this might be the end
Deep breath
Deep breath
Keep the cross up on my head cuz its the sacred crest
Say a prayer before i rest and just leave God the rest
