Haley Klinkhammer - Missing What Never Was

I don’t mean to be so distant
I don’t mean to ruin the life of the party
But when i see you there
I can’t help but close my eyes
And imagine what we could be
If it was you and me
But then i come back to reality
To be honest, i don’t like what i see

You’re hand in hand and walking by
Like there’s no care in the world
If only you could see that i’ve been losing my mind over

I’m not the best at expressing how i feel
But now i’m thinking that maybe that’s a good thing
I’ll save myself the embarrassment of looking like a fool
And chasing after you
I never thought someone would be able to steal
A part of my heart without even trying
But now i see that it’s not even real
I’m missing what never was

Our eyes meet from across the room
And i smile awkwardly cause i know
That you have no idea how i feel
We’ve been friends for a while now
You should be able to smile now without
Taking my breath away

You don’t see me the way i see you
It’s obvious now
It’s clear that you can’t see that i’ve been losing my mind over you

I’m not the best at expressing how i feel
But now i’m thinking that maybe that’s a good thing
I’ll save myself the embarrassment of looking like a fool
And chasing after you
I never thought someone would be able to steal
A part of my heart without even trying
But now i see that it’s not even real
I’m missing what never was
I’m missing what never was

You and me will never be together
It’s you and her now
And i have to be okay with it
So i’ll fake a smile and wish you well
I wish you well

I’m not the best at expressing how i feel
But now i’m thinking that maybe that’s a good thing
I’ll save myself the embarrassment of looking like a fool
And chasing after you
I never thought someone would be able to steal
A part of my heart without even trying
But now i see that it’s not even real
I’m missing what never was