Still_Bloom - Bleak_

I’m all alone, stuck in the illusion of home in these walls
Mind in inertia, descending into shit
I've lost the plot, this is all fucking meaningless
Suspended in decay and consumed by grief
I know my enemy- the enemy is me
Bleak, I've lost all sense of myself
Bleak, I just fucking want out
I've lost all sense of myself
I just want out of this hell
I’ve lost all sense of myself

Every time I panic, every time I slip
I get so manic and doubt that I exist
Pushing against the nothingness that lives in my head
Bleak living until I'm fucking dead

Gripped by the hand of God, I was created to be at odds with the world- confined to my own personal hell
I unravel, self-destruct and unmake myself

Bleak, I've lost all sense of myself
Bleak, I just fucking want out
I want out
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I'm all alone
Pushed to the edge, devoid of all meaning