Graveyard - Ego

Just listen

So honestly this pain is really taking me apart
I wanna know your true loving i want everything to restart, i wanna
Tell you all the problems that i had
I wanna let you go but that's a lie, i love you that's my bad
I want this thing to work but now im feeling so distressed
I wanna call you back but i know that i got you stressed
You told me all the time that im the one for you, and i love it
But all the times you said you'd care i wanted something from it
You told me all the time that im the one that makes you happy
But nowadays im getting sappy, please don't laugh at me
I really want this all to work but it's just fallin' up
So all the times i said i loved you just know that i meant it tho

My ego strong
My ego strong
My ego strong
But i ain't gon' let you go
Im just gon' let you know
That all this pain I have
Is so damn real
But honestly this pain just drives me mad

You keep on telling me these same things and honestly i can't lie
I want the realness from your love, i'd really truly die(?)
For all the times you said you cared but imma let you be
So now im feeling empty, like i just set myself free
Now im in the ocean, im just coasting on these waves
I wanna let you know im different, i promise that i'll behave
I want these things to work but now it's falling to the dirt
I wanted you to know just how i felt i didn't want you hurt
But all the times i let it go i let it back
And now you look at me and now your wound left(?)
Drive me mad, i'm so damn sad and im sorry that i treat you bad
But i want everything to just work out and i meant that tho