Ego Mackey - Neurotic

Bitch yea im neurotic, all i spread is toxic
Yea i really lost it, all those drugs cudnt stop this

All i ever really was hate, out the womb ready 2 escape
Addiction such a dirty fate, depressed alone again
Lifes troubles pain, follow me roun n roun
Do i love or jus hate, the answer i ain foun
I stay out this game, zero plays, makin new souns
Lotta shit here phase me, any girl i fuked or loved hate me
I got cases court paid fees, 2 many drugs none met my needs
Girls wanna leave me, so they do as they please
Alone thats where i shud be, workin tryna make money

Bitch yea im neurotic, all i spread is toxic
Yea i really lost it, all those drugs cudnt stop this

I swear its okay, i promise its jus pain
Lettin life pass away, my body opiate based
No family all i’m raised, all i have for my brain
Self inflictin damage rage, then think i see a tace
My old self greatest hate, and i can tryn learn from mistakes
But they jus keep goin, lemme cry while im loadin
A high fuk if it ain potent, then i know im really broken
Burned all bridges im in the ocean, sinkin underneath stopped floatin
Lost my focus, cuz i was imprisoned for a moment
They took my drugs and my love, (and replaced um)